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Krhm, so I'm a little late, eh?
Well, I usually am.

This is gonna be a serious update once again, you know, since I'm such an emo kid and whiny shit. So, no need to read forward if you don't care about my misfortune.

Angst starts
My Halloween went a lot different like I had planned it. I was going on upload all the photos I had here and then the Halloween pic, and then work on cosplays. BUT, it all just changed to chaos that led to something very, very unwise.
Suicide attempt.
Yeah, that's right. I have(along with ~Suggarcat) recently tried to commit suicide, and as you can see, failed at it. My reason consisted stress, my all plans going to ruin, loosing all my money, my way to Rammstein's concert, my changes to cosplay and my home. So yeah, pretty much had enough of everything that night. And ~Suggarcat's reasons I'm not gonna talk, since they are her own business but they weren't/aren't really light either.
Not going any further now in this, put I have decided to write it all down and post it as a little story... It has a sense of.. melancholy(?) in it, and I think it could be a good story or so.

Do you know the feeling when a person who calls herself your mom(she isn't my real mom) just accuses you of using, cheating and lying, and then throws you out?
Yeah. Neither did I before this.
Angst ends

Now then.

Gonna upload the photos, and Halloween pic. Then have to start looking for an apartment and all that..

AND oh yeah, if I can't get a wig for Sanji I can't cosplay him in a long time. We cut my hair today, at accidentally it got a bit too short on the front. So it doesn't cover my eyes anymore = no Sanji. I have to get a wig... Because my hair doesn't grow!! It just doesn't.. The bangs I had, hand't grown anywhere in years!! So I think they aren't gonna grow back anytime soon.. It's fucking horrible, since I look just awful like this. Need a wig..Need a wig.. Need a wig.. Unfortunately I don't have credit card so I could buy from eBay.. I hope someone will be kind enough to order it for me.
I could at least be AU-Sanji..

Does anyone know how to make hair grow fater??? DD:




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