So, I have a situation going on that I'd want people to say, am I the biggest, evil bastard ever based on it.

So, me and my friend make plans for this one night. We were supposed to play and shit, but then she passed out, and I felt bad because of it since I was really waiting for it. Next morning, we both agree that after she has finished cleaning up, I can come back to their house and we can have "special" evening, like making up for the one that went wrong. I said that if it goes too late, I will not be coming. Since I was(and still am) sick, I had fever and all, and it's a long way to her house and at night time it very cold too.

So, I sit in my house and wait.. She comes to MSN, chats with me and plays Farmville on Facebook.. I wait, and wait. After awhile she finally goes to clean, and the clock is already like 4pm at that point.. Then she comes back, clock is about 6pm and she still tells me that there is more to do! And I tell her that I found this one anime ep we've been looking for, and that I watched half of it but I didn't watch the part what we were supposed to watch together, but still she gets mad at me.. So she yells at me, we fight for sometime and then clock is already 8pm aka it's very cold and dark outside, so I decide I'm not going anywhere that late since it ruined our plans 'cos I couldn't go buy that movie and on top of that my fever was way up high.
So, she gets really pissed at me..

I don't wanna be yelled at, so next day I stop answering to her in MSN. When I finally do, she starts yelling at me, and that makes me feel like a goddamn puppy that has done wrong, so I block her... She gets more mad and comes to harass me in Facebook too, though I asked her not to yell at me and leave me alone. For sometime she yells at me through FB, then I block her there. So she comes to harass me here, in DA.
...
..and the things she said.. They were.. disturbingly horrible. I didn't know she could be so mean and cruel. But the things she said to me were really horrible, pretty much made me wanna cut myself into pieces or something.. I avoid saying anything back, 'cos I'm just speechless towards such horrible accusations.. Then she tells me she hates me, many times and tells me to stay away from her forever. Takes me away from friendlist and all, just calls me bad names. Then we stop talking.

Next day she sent me an email.
In that she said she loves me and that I am an asshole for using her.
Is it a real surprise that I don't believe after she has said such horrible things about everything in me? I answer to that, saying that I don't want anymore of this horrible drama she was giving me through such accusations. Since in her talk I was the complete bad guy, and she was.. victimiezed angel. I am not saying I'm the angel, I know I'm a shitty guy but the fact that she completely denied being a total asshole herself, is making me sick. I think she has mental issues, multiple personalities or something.

So I cut communication to her.

But after a couple days, she starts texting me. "I'm sorry, i miss you, i love you" stuff. I ignore all of it, because it's just shit talk. Then, in my moment of weakness I text to her in which I say that I am scared etc. And guess what, she never answered to that. Made me kinda sad, bit disappointed, and angry at myself for giving in to her manipulation.
Then, today, she send me a message again.. "I'm sorry" stuff again, I reject her and she.. after couple of "i love you"'s, she goes bersek again. Calls me names, shittalks and then..
Tells me that she is going to kill herself tonight. And the reason for that is because I left her alone.

She taunts me by saying "i'm gonna go now and turn off my cellphone"
She threatens me. That it's my fault for taking her life, just because I was feeling sad by the fact that she yelled at me too much, and I can't take yelling.

My level of anxiety reached it's limit after couple of those taunts, and I flinched at her. Yeah, i went ahead and told her she should just kill herself if she wants it that much. So, she tells to me that she might as well, since I don't care about her.
Frustration, you are my new name.
SERIOUSLY, I'm the shit bag cause once driven into corner I tell her what she wants to her, and she is the angel after torturing me with horrible accusations and threatening to kill herself because of me?!?!

Am I the fucking only one who thinks that I am not the complete shit in this??
I'm fucking loosing my last nerves here.



EDIT://
So bravo, she got me dying here and then just goes and turns off cell. Apparently going to kill herself now.

EDIT2:// Nope, it was all just a trick.. Now she is back here and telling me that I should be happy now, since I wanted it to happen.
Why do I feel like fucking throwing this computer out of the window?