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Cosplay weekend and FUCKTARD BIG ANGST

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 21, 2009, 9:49 AM
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Hey . . .
Remember me?
Remember few days ago when I was dying from Rammgasms? Well, now I'm dying from angst and wishing to just drop dead or wither away painfully... I wanna crawl into a hole and die, I wanna shoot my brains out and cut my throat.. I am so goddamn pissed, disappointed and devostated.
In case you didn't guess already, I did not get the ticket for Rammstein.

Second time already..
And the worst part? Well, I could've got six of them since I had them there BUT they needed to be payed immediately with credit card!! And I don't fucking have one... I hate Lippu.fi, it's the suckiest place on earth.. The tickets for that concert were sold out in 6 minutes. Fucking unbeliavable.. And most of them have been bought by people who don't even want them, just sell them forward for big profit!! The ones I have seen cost now 200-400€, which is about 293-587$ . . . So yeah, I don't have that kinda money!! I almost would've had enough for the original price but nooooo...

Only chance is to cripple myself and go with a wheelchair ticket, which I'm actually considering..
I'm so fucking mad...

And hey, you who read this now with thoughts like "this dude is crazy for going berserk because of that" or "he is so stupid", Fuck you You clearly haven't had any passion for anything if you don't understand my disapointment..


Well, enough with that.. Then to happier events that have been occuring.

Last weekend we had a Cosplay Weekend, and it was lots of fun! I was Snorlax on friday, Sanji on Saturday(Doskoi Panda, Blue shirt and Arabasta) and Luffy(normal and Arabasta) on sunday.
I was raped couple times by AU-France(from Hetalia).. 8'DD And of course, I did some raping and molesting myself too. -3- poor, poor England, Luffy and Sanji. France was the only one who I couldn't beat! Lulz.
It was kinda thight moments in bed though............ -3-

There were 1802 photos taken on the first day, and after going through them and deleting the trashy ones, there are now 242! They just need to be bit modified, since I have re-sized them already, and then I'll pick the ones that will get to be uploaded here and other places on Net.
On sunday there were only 681 photos taken, was bit slower that day even though we had a second Luffy with us too. And after going through them, there are now 113 left and they need to be re-sized and modified too before posting.

So beware for upload from me again.. I know you hate it when I do!(since no one ever comments on anything 8'D )


And yeah, I have been drawing too.. One ZoSan pic, but can't be posted here, and three girl love pics, since it was almost an request from ~Kismetti since she was the only one who commented to that poll about what should I do.. 8''D
Mmmm, boobies.. Can't draw them though, but still.. Mmmmm :heart:

Then yeah, I have a good practice idea for one fic but.. haven't been home for like two weeks, so I could have not written anything about it! D8


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Mates (alphabetical order, folks!)
:iconaltaariaa: :iconaryna: :iconazurenna: :iconblomcia: :iconchichigo: :iconcolistelija: :iconfan-of-the-dark-side: :iconhidekyo:
:iconhitotachi: :iconipenta: :iconjusushi: :iconkakairuismyworld: :iconkaname-nakajima: :iconkatie-hughes-mustang: :iconkismetti: :iconlazzuu:
:iconlinus108nicole: :iconmarlec-san: :iconmewtwolover: :iconmirikyu: :iconnarudossu: :iconninzo: :iconpurjo-jojo: :iconretsku-san:
:iconsailorsilphymon: :iconsetokaibablue-eyes: :iconshrimpyzilla: :iconsininenkissa: :iconskitty300: :icontigerclaw-chan: :icontorchic: :icontwilia:
:iconuccan: :iconxiiiyay: :iconzero0chan:




Clubs I'm in (Random order)
:icon1piecefans: :icononepiecemusicfan:
:iconzoroclub: :iconroronoazoro-club: :iconsanji-club: :iconsir-crocodile-fans: :iconeneruclub: :iconokama-way: :iconzorosanjiclub: :iconzosan-club: :iconfrankyxrobinclub: :iconcp9fanclub:
:icondeathnotefans: :iconraito-x-l: :iconkirafans: :iconl-fanclub: :iconmatsuda-club: :iconwatari-kicks-ass:
:iconvampirehunterdclub: :iconchibivampire-fc: :iconelfen-lied-club: :iconlovehina-club: :iconnegima-club: :iconchronocrusade:
:iconmuraki-club: :iconclubmeowthtr: :iconkakashi-fan: :iconnarukoclub:
:icongng-fanclub: :iconriki-fanclub:
:iconlionkingfanclub: :iconsimba-x-nala-club: :iconkovu-x-kiara-club: :iconscar-x-zira-club:
:iconatlantis-lost-empire: :iconbmfm-fanclub: :iconelfquest-lovers:
:heart: :iconblood-love-club: :heart:
:iconfilmfansanonymous: :iconcaribbeanpirates: :iconthe-matrix-fans:
:iconlost-fans: :iconmichaelemersonclub: :iconrock-god-in-heaven:
:iconrickmaniacs: :iconseverussnapefans: :iconremus-lupin-fanclub: :iconsirius-x-remus:
:iconstargate-sg-1-club: :icondanieljacksonclub: :iconsg1-jack: :iconsamantha-carter-fans:
:iconvulcan-fans:
:iconfrodo-x-sam-club: :iconmerry-x-pippin:
:iconfive-by-five--faith: :iconangel-fan-club: :icontru-calling-fans:
:iconbones-club: :iconscrubs-club: :iconwillandgraceclub: :iconqueerasfolk:
:iconpoetsofthefall: :iconwelovesoad: :iconplainwhitetsclub: :iconlinkin-parkclub: :icongorillaz-fans:



Good places to find the clubs for you
:iconlisting-centre: :iconclubdirectory:

  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Rammstein - Pussy
  • Watching: Rammstein - Pussy

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:iconamaya-dragon:
cant wait to see your cosplay pics i look forward to seeing them

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My love for anime is continuously growing ^.^
:iconsurkea:
awww ;_; don't worry, everythings gonna be o.k!
and i'm happy that you'll draw some boobies *A* can't wait!!
it's good that you have some nice events coming in your future, so you can have sum fun! don't forget that there's lots of people who love you loads, and do you want to hurt them while you hurt yourself? it makes me sad to hear that you feel miserable, and that you wanna harm yourself. ;_; I know the feeling of it, believe me, I have the scars to prove it.
Asioilla on tapana järjestyä pappaseni. ;3; ♥ takecare!
oot mulle ja tuulialle rakas kaveri! u_u

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Can you feel the cosmos ?
:iconkaname-nakajima:
awww T^T poor mr prince.

sorry i couldnt help you get the ticket, i need to get a credit card -.- i'll be gettn one soon tho <3

try not to freak too much, youll get another chance and that time you will have me with a creditcard here <3

cant wait to see your cosplay shots, i dont supose that you filmed that rape you were speaking of >.>

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What I have shown you is reality. What you remember... that is the illusion.
- Sephiroth - FFVII

thinking is a very dangerous thing!
:icondukitte:
Yeah, next change will be in 7 years or more to get into their concert.. <//3

Unfortunately no, we didn't film much at all!

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"And that's all I have to say about that." ~ Forrest Gump
:iconkaname-nakajima:
T^T if they have one out here you can save up and see me at the same time <3
awww well, no use regeting it now its not gonna get you a ticket now T^T 7 years latter is better than never

awwww, no rape for me T^T

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What I have shown you is reality. What you remember... that is the illusion.
- Sephiroth - FFVII

thinking is a very dangerous thing!
:iconsuggarcat:
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:hug:

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Gotta fave 'em all. :pokeball:

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